A Giant within. by Ruth

A Giant within. by Ruth - July 2025 Scholarship Essay

On the first day of school when it was time to write about me, I would always say I was timid and quiet. This was true. I was known for it by my classmates because of the few words that ever escaped my lips. The teachers who made an effort to get me to say the answers out loud tried their best. I preferred to stay in the shadows, avoiding the spotlight, afraid to be seen or heard. It was how I was raised, never be too outspoken or speak your mind even if you disagree. It was a bubble I thought I would stay in forever but that changed.

Soccer is where I found the fire in me, the giant. I went from quiet to loud, passionate on the field. The timid student my teachers once knew surprised them by becoming a confident and outspoken player. I was calling out plays, directing my teammates, and speaking up for myself. I realized I could use that same energy in class. Everyone makes mistakes, right? That’s how we learn, and soon after I began participating more in class without the fear of looking “dumb”.

Dear younger self, being quiet does not make you weak, but staying silent when you want to speak just to avoid looking “stupid” will hold you back from chances to grow. Your voice deserves to be heard, even if it trembles. I would remind her that boldness does not mean disrespect and confidence does not mean arrogance. It means believing you are allowed to be seen. Soccer helped me see a version of myself I never knew existed. It was not only about kicking a ball, it taught me leadership and confidence on and off the field. I started asking more questions, advocating for myself and for others who are still trying to find their voice. Slowly, the giant that was hiding behind the wall of fear realized that it was bigger than the fear itself. If I had stayed in the shadows, I would not be where I am now. And to my younger self: your voice is too powerful to be kept silent.
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