Quiet Leadership by Maclaren

Quiet Leadership by Maclaren - May 2026 Scholarship Essay

Admittedly, at one point, I was hesitant to lead in any capacity. I was content to just be part of the group, take direction, and go with the flow. My journey to finding my voice came slowly.

When I was younger, I gave up on everything quickly. Dance, volleyball, soccer, karate, I’d start something, not get the hang of it immediately, feel defeated, and then quit. But then I picked up the alto saxophone and something magical happened in me; a spark had been lit.

At first, I was terrible, but I stayed determined. Year after year, I kept showing up. I learned how to breathe, to play through my mistakes, and to trust myself. Soon, I switched to baritone saxophone, a heavier instrument with a deeper sound. It felt symbolic. Over time, I went from a clumsy beginner to the person others asked for help. As my courage grew, so did my saxophone. Hauling that massive instrument around got easier, and so did showing up for myself.

Music led me to my first real lessons in discipline, consistency, and discovering a quiet, yet powerful kind of leadership. I found that I was indeed a force, and I was indeed courageous and capable. When I spoke, people listened. I didn’t need to be a boisterous, aggressive leader; I’m a subtle, assertive, team-building talent who leads and encourages my peers by improving myself, committing to my work, and supporting others.

Taking the lead had been something I originally shied away from, but I’ve learned to embrace my gift for quiet leadership, and it has led me to join in more, take on prominent roles even when it was scary, and speak up without being afraid to stand alone if necessary. I’ve found my voice, and I use it every chance I get!